well it happened. I lost my job. They called me in and poof, everything dissolved. My commute, gone. My work, gone. My routine, gone. My close relationship with a coworker, gone. My financial stability, gone.
I can't decide which is the suckiest part. Probably the fact that I don't qualify for unemployment. What a giant slap in the face. Thanks, life. I guess I will go do data entry. Or wait tables or something else that will only be seasonal. Am I feeling this lonely and desperate because I am sick on top of it? Or is that just the cherry I wonder...
I wonder if any of the non design jobs will even call me back? It's true that I don't have experience sweeping floors but it's because I went to COLLEGE. Help me baby jesus. It's harder every day to even get out of bed, and I think my dh is starting to resent me being at home. I don't blame him. But I would trade any of you with a job for this empty black hole.
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