rockabettyvintage

I think I was purposely not invited to a girls night tonight. I am a little hurt, but really I behaved like an idiot at the last one sooo I don't blame them. I was so ashamed once I got over myself and my own problems.

I need to just breathe and let my issues with money go sometimes. Like seriously. If I don't deem a dinner or a motorcycle part or something electronic worthy of my money? I get overly upset. What a waste I keep saying to myself. Not being able to see past the joy it might bring to my husband or the possibilities that dinner might bring to having friends and more dinners that hopefully are not gross. I can't see past the dollars draining from my bank account. I have never carried a balance on my credit card. I don't have outrageous loans on a car or from college. I need to actually begin to save money for life though and I bet I have the financial chops to do it. But stop freaking out over the occasional 70 lost at some casino in Indiana or 5o dollars lost to sushi.